Discombobulated. UGH my mom was disorienting me so much before. Like she was yelling at me, because I forgot when I had this schedule for an important appointment. Not only that, but once I get that task done on Wednesday; I have to balance my work, AND my volunteer hours all together. What do my parents think I am? Thor?? Captain America?? Ironman?? Nope; sorry I am just a girl who wants her own happiness and peace without making way for others in order to make someone else happy. I'm tired of getting out my way in order to serve with what everybody else wants. >< Why can't i just do the things I want to do? :( This doesn't sound greedy from a person who wants to live her own life right? :( The thing is though I AM a people pleaser and I don't like making people feel down...but I just am sick of serving others to make them happy. :(

Leah