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This is just far too stressful for me now by Cowboypunk
I've tried updating my graphics drivers several times now and every time it's crashed mid-installation. I seem to have developed a lot of anxiety and phobia regarding the functionality of my computer over the years and I cannoooot deal with this crap anymore @n@
May either pay someone else to do it or just start saving up for a new one :T
This is just far too stressful for me now
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Luckily, the only things requesting update are games, so there's no urgency or necessity for work or anything, but dammit I wanna play DA Inquisition!!
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fff this makes me sound super petty after a journal where I freak out about computer anxieties
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Actually, no - I have an anxiety disorder and a lot of my tools to relieve stress include games and things that I can only do on the computer. When my Internet won't work, or worse when a computer component dies on me and I can't use the computer at all, my anxiety levels skyrocket and coping with daily life becomes much more difficult.
Hobbies are important for self-care and making life actually pleasurable and not just about survival; it's not petty. :)
(I play DA:I too! I even have a fandom Tumblr that is mostly about DA at this point, I reblog a lot of art; if you want to check out the username is "feralsongs". I think my Inquisitor stuff is tagged "feral-dai" there.)
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I'm sorry to hear computer issues have been a source of anxiety for you :C I relate to that all too well. Keeping my fingers crossed for you.