So I am featuring as an artist at Manchester, Dokidoki convention! So I am having the convention panic! I do this every time without fail. I never feel ready. I always worry if I have got enough stuff, worry that I have forgotten something important. Worry that people won't like my art! I know they are typical worries, but still...

I freak every time! It doesn't seem to get any easier at all!

I am at the point where the cards are on the table now, and there is nothing I can do. If I am not ready, I am not ready. Since I leave tomorrow even though the con is on Saturday. Since I am stopping in town for a couple of reasons, one because it means I am in town early and ready. The other is because I decided to be stupid and go to a rock concert the night before. I am going to have so many regrets on Sunday!

So many regrets! The last con I did it took me a week to recover because it was such a long day with hard work! Oops!

I am seeing a band called The Red Paintings, and they are really awesome! I like them a lot actually, they are one of my favourites. I first saw them at Whitby Goth Weekend, I thought they were going to be really gimmicky because I was told they were a "multi media experience" because they get some of the fans up to paint how they feel while the band perform; and that they story behind the band is they are aliens who have come to earth and met Geisha. However they are so good, and really go there with the social commentary too.

I am also so tired now, and the weekend has not even begun. I have been busy leading up to the weekend and feel so dead right now!

And my sleep medication is giving me insomnia... I don't think this is helping with the con panic, since I am actually worried about how ill I am going to be after all this!