Hey guys...sighs am been thinking, been wondering why artists created a new account even me. Truth be told it to start fresh, and today am feeling bit down and slowly being discourage in my work I've been doing. In other words is I losing my happiness if my work and sooner or later everything that I have done will be wasted.

Alot of times I've been doing gifts, requests even few trades and drawings that I willing to do, seems... I feel nothing now... that I'm going to be quiet for a while. life slowly changes and nothing has been done to adjust to that change.

Personally for me, I don't coop it well, or slowly adjusting... I will not start a new account. But soon, I'll stop talking and you won't hear a word from me again.

Also to be clear nothing has happening or i'm dying for whatever the reason i'm writing this journal. The reason is I need to rant out what been feeling at the moment, as of now, a lot of drawing ideas come from all you.

I am just one person and I cannot do those ideas that one day, next month or a year to be completed.

As upsetting as it is, am shutting down on things, even most of my 100th characters haven't been drawn or a fanart i'm so tempting to do, or even trying to do a flash animations that I'm having toruble adjusting with photoshop.

All i can say is, i'm nearing to the end of my journey, or to say that I making an END to myself on my journey in drawing.

I'm just tired...at myself mostly, even feeling the guilt that i couldn't do this and that or could've done something...instead... I did nothing.

that is all good day/evening/bye