I got to stop imagening things like me having fans. Sure, I may have friends who may tell me to get better, but fans? None of that.

I'm pretty sure that a lot of my watchers on dA, fa, and subscribers on Youtube only follow me just in hopes of me following back, but not do anything like comment on my works or just chatting with me (yes, I'm not the most sociable guy around, but still).

Has it something to do with me not getting any commissions, or no donations to get my computer repaired so I can do my hobbies of drawing andmaking videos.

Congratu-freaking-lations! You read me like an open book! But it's more the fact that I feel ignored by most of the houndred of watchers I got.

Maybe I'm just a shitty artist who only makes crappy drawings and bad let's plays. So ignore me. I have no fucking emotional problems of being ignored when I need help. I'm sure not many will even read this.