Alright everyone. I'm finally back from Florida.

And Rent's due.

But you know what? I'm not worried. For the first time sense these issue started I;m not worried about it. I know I can work something out.

You see, while I was in Florida I found myself being greeted by non family memebers all of which knew who I was because my grandmother spoke so highly of me. It was a feeling I still cannot describe. It was like She knew just what I needed. So Below is a copypaste of the message I sent a friend last night.

"Look man, i found out over this weekend that my grandmother talked about my and my work. She was so proud of me and wanted nothing more than for me to succeed at what i loved. So many people who were non family came up to me telling me how she spoke so highly of me. My heart soared. Even after death she was still rooting for me. And still inspired me. Never in my life had i ever felt this way before. To know that someone cared about me that much and believed i could succeed has given me strength to continue on, not dwelling on my failures but learning from them. The fact that you improved in such a short amount of time proves you have a talent. So don't go doubting yourself. Everything you you'll ever need to succeed is right there inside you.
[8/2/2015 10:06:48 PM] nemesisprimr909: So don't worry"
My grandmother was a person whom is she wanted something done, that thing was getting done. So if she believed i could succeed, then my golly, I'm going to succeed.

"So what's the plan of attack?"

Well first things first I have to rest. Then once I'm all caught up, I will finish what I owe. so this week I will be finishing all my owed comms and this set that I wasn't able to finish before I left.

Then as soon I post the last one I will officially re-open commissions. and hopefully I will be able to make rent and then some So i can help my mother back onto her own two feet and I can move on with the things I originally set out to do.

So I guess I can say this traveling was a somewhat positive experience for me.

life is strange isn't it?