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Lack of Motivation by Threetails
Depression sucks. I can't focus or get motivated. I've got some great projects but I just can't stay on them.
I'd talk about how I really feel but I'm sure my emo whining isn't wanted or needed.
Lack of Motivation
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I see the earth becoming unlivable. I see people becoming unbearable. I see a future of famine, drought, killer heat waves, rampant poverty, and suffering on a scale not seen in forty thousand years. I see a society that has already written off people like me as losers with no value and condemned us to a living death. I see nothing but debt bondage and unemployment for myself and for Kobi. I see no hope whatsoever.
But I've been faced with some factors I really don't care to explain that make suicide a less than appealing option. Every day I wake up, wishing to die but knowing that it won't solve anything. I miss the days when I had no reason not to believe that death brought peaceful oblivion so much it hurts. I just want to un-exist, period, but it's not that simple.
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George Herbert said, Living well is the best revenge.
Funny thing about hope. Hope was buried deep inside of Pandora's box for a reason.-
What is living well?
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Well said and very true. Yes, there are a lot of things wrong with the world and all of those are valid worries, but like my grandmother always said in the years before she passed away when I too was worrying about every little thing that I saw on the news and such, she told me that worrying about the world is only going to make you worry yourself sick, you need to focus on your own life and live it well. As for the unemployment going on for you and Kobi, I'm in the same spot myself, but I know I just have to keep working at it and find ways to help get me a new job like looking into a job training program and such. I hope that maybe there's something like that in you guys' neck of the woods to help out.
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Holding it in isn't going to help you at all either. It's best that you air things out and say all that needs to be said about what's going on and if anyone says anything about it all being emo and stuff, they honestly can just drink a nice glass of shut the heck up because everyone needs to get things off their chest once in a while and be heard out by those that want to help and lend an ear to what's bothering you. Please say all that you need to say, it will help you, I swear.