been wanting to get this off my chest for a while now so hope you got the time to read my junk.

I am slow with art, that you are painfully aware; and I hate that honestly but I'm getting faster.
I don't have a normal job EI "I bum off my parents for food and life" witch suck! I don't want to I just have to for now till I can live on my own.
but I have responsibilities witch are doing laundry, cleaning dishes, sweeping floors and a bunch of other stuff, it's a big fucking house XD.
three bedroom/bathrooms large ass living room! and it wouldn't be so bad if my brother would help, I'm sorry but fuck! is he lazy.
"we" as in my and my brother are in charge of keeping the house but he does dick! so I'm stuck with it
love him, love my family but damn there trying at times.
it makes it hard to keep focused on art and keep up with it all; if I had a normal job it would be even worse.
when I had my first job for about two/three month I couldn't do any art at all not even personal work back when I was furrysouthernartist here on FA.
I just need to make a change and work harder.......................yeah.