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My life on display, My Journal, (check to see if updated. by Lucien Harann Aylen

I'm going to culinary school where i'm learning to be a pastry chef, I love my teacher but hate my school for many reasons that are hard to explain if you don't talk to me personally but I'm really a very friendly person as long as i an't in a depressed mood to every one and love looking at art and reading comics. Will comment on them and give my two cents even if it is bad or good. I have my own quarks and interests, that I hope that everyone will hope to love and enjoy. I hope to some day in my adult life and it is also a dream of mine to own my own restaurant with a spa owned by mainly my own family. I hope to get married some day to a woman who loves me for me, I know...I'm telling you about quite a bit of my life but hey i'm a open book and willing to almost answer anything that an't too too personal. I love making friends and getting random people to add me on ims because it is always fun to get a random stranger. But that is how I met most of my friends anyway. And I won't lie, if your a good artist please don't be offended if I ask that you make me a character pic. That just means I want to show off your skill to everyone and well, I love a good freebie, no pun intended. And I will be truthful about work too, just like you and me making you a cake or something of the sweet nature, I will be brutally honest if you so want it or need it because I would ask you the same if I made you something. And also I talk the way I type and yes I talk weird. But anyway that is only a little bit about myself and if you want to know more or if you just want to talk them feel free to add me on ims or hit me up on f-list or face book.

Now i'm Done with school, finally and now trying to find work even thought it might be a job at a department store like wall-mart((not that I will be working their but it's an example.)), so right now I'm in my home chillin and playing D&D on skype. Yes I play D&D But it helps with my Role-playing a bit and I just like playing it. really it is one of the best time killers. So if your into it; feel free to talk to me.

2/24/12

And I have a real fursona now after a long long thinking and talking with friends, I'm now classifying my self as a furred dragon. As I wanted to be something that that people didn't see much of and well be somewhat original. Hopefully I can get some art done and Show off the new me. I just hope also that I can Describe it well or at least voice chat with the artist because typed word doesn't help me much went describing myself. But I'm happy with what I chose and i'm sticking with it.

4/4/12

Like stated earlier, I love looking at and criticing art as my friends well most of them are artists and they know I can be brutal if asked. it would be kinda cool if I became a fur art critic, I wonder if it would be possible but anything in life is almost possible so....Hmm. If their was a way to do that, I would love someone to tell me.

4/11/12

Hopefully I hope to find some work soon, My school just got to me with an email for Places I should look into. Some are kinda far and as everyone knows, gas is always the determining factor in everything that deals with everyday life. I hate decorationg cakes because my hands shake even if i'm not nervous whe doing it. I hope to fine one that just lets me make the bread, that would make me extremely happy But I might have to take what I can get and deal. I will have to talk to my mother about it as well because she will be driving me because I don;t have a licence and no car as well as even if i drove my mother's car, I want to be responsable for my own vechical and insureance because it is the responsible thing to do as well as my parent's insurance is high enough because of my older brother's accidents. And also I tried a furry dating site, I know it sounds stupid but their aren't many furs that I know of in my town as well as state nd Ijust thought to try it, Hopefully I get someone, mainly a female who I can see as dateable...I mean up to what i love and like in a woman. Relationships are wierd, i've been in a few long distance ones and one in high school that didn't last long about a few years but it felt more like was where just friends then anything. As for the long distance ones, they where great lasted a long time but we kinda slowly distanced our selves. Hoepfully she can drive and likes me for me even all my quirks.

4/15/12

Magic the gathering, so much fun when you have people to play with but it gets lonely when you have no frieds to play with. When you have friends to play with it makes thigs easier when your building a deck or just wanna test a new card combo out. And some times you meet the most awesomeness people. I've been in a tournament once and got fourth place out of five places because i got really lucking that the person made a huge mistake and i got really lucky draws.

Also i love making new friends, sure i'm really friendly when it comes to people but it has helped me in the long run like when you go into the dangerous part of a city it is good to have friends who got your back and won't run off when there's trouble. The ultimate thing that you can do for a friend is help him find a girlfriend, I have done it, ask me about it if you add me on your skype. I love all my friends and care about there well being. And if they need someone to talk to or just vent to, I will always be there with a free ear and a hug. Just don't bere mean to me when I'm depressed and need someone to just talk to. And also, i don;t just watch people because i love their art, i do as well to make friends because art is the best connection for friendship because sharing your art with a friend and having them critic it is the greatest test of friend ship.

5/1/12

Favoriting art, everyone does it like if you like the person's art style/art that they have gotten over time or if they did art of your character or something else of that reason, I myself do it very rarely as if i'm watching an artist or person that means I like your whole or most of your selection of art. But if I do then that means I really like it and want to look at it every time I'm on. Please don't take it as an insult if I don't but that just means I haven't found that one I would love to look at every momment.

If I ask you if you roleplay Please don;t take it for strange if I just ask you out of the blue, I just get curious and would like to know because Rolplaying is what opens up friendships as well. Well...For me it sometimes does but other then that roleplaying is something i do for fun and not for sexual gratification as if i truthfully wanted that I would be reading storys like that instead of roleplay. But thatis just my view on those who do it for things like that. I Enjoy those type of roleplays that are kinda realistic to a point but can be flexable to somethings but not the rediculas. And also, as long as I can understand what you put I hope you won;t be too hard on me as well as I have been doing this for maybe 4 years and wel lI'm not the greatest but if I'm in the right mood then I will give you the best I can and that is all I ask of my partner. But I will ask in the middle of a roleplay if Your liking it or if you wanna change something about it.

5/9/12

Excersize, anything can be counted as it if you think about it. From hand mixing a cake mix to the normal work out with dumbbells and a pull up bar. Depending on what you do for work as well as of stocking shelves to fixing computers as well because not all work outs have to be all about everything below your head as you brain is a muscle as well and you must work that as well. Your brain is the epicenter all all control and once you have that to full strength you can do almost anything with in human boundaries as well as make sure you get proper rest. Because you need to give all your muscles time to relax and repair.

But eating well is hard to to do as well as Some people are out of jobs or can't feed their family to the fullest potential of the food groups. But some times you need sugar thought because it helps to perk you up a bit or gives you that stride to to finish you day but that is all in moderation of course but who can't say that you can't indulge a bit.

Money, Always a thing with people because you always need it as well as you use it to get things you want and need but want and need is something of a gray area thought. But that is a thought for another time if remembered. Money, I wish we the people didn't need it but how would we pay for our lovely artists for our wonderful art? Most artists don't live close to the commissioner so how would we pay for it? So some times coins and paper money is good.

5/16/12

I finally have my personal comp working, hurray for my. I know now that all my computer friends where right, you can access factory settings no matter what happens. i just want to now do all my favorite things with out restrictions.

8/5/12

It's hard trying to find a job an area of small towns, Holy Zen. all the decent jobs in my skill set are too far away from my house and of course I have applied to other places but still no answer. Been trying to keep myself sharp and trying to keep sane but it's hard when there are things you want to do but you can't do because you don't have job. Goddess please help me... There is so much stuff I need to to for myself but *sighs* I will just have to keep trying. i an't givin up. I just hope that some more jobs open up.

9/13/12

Looking for a really good artist to do my sona ref sheet. please message me. if your prices are fair then I might pick you if i haven't already chosen one. My best friend is gifting it for me, i love him so much!! The best evera!! Note me if you want me to consider you.

10/4/12

Yes!! finally my sona is being done! Scully the Raptor,You do amazing work I will make sure others know it when your done. Hopefully when i get a job which i hope is soon this month. I have yet to have a call back but i will visit when I'm not sick because common sense why have someone sick around the food. And i will make sure they got to look at my resume, or i will just make another one because it's like 10 minutes away from my house and i want no one else hired because i wanted to make bread!!!!alll my friend pray that i get a call.

11/5/12

I knew i should have wrote this earier but never had the time to do it till now, Scully got the base sketch but i'm not putting it on FA Yet till all of the stages are set and done. But i'm loving it so far and i hope she continues to work hard. Hopefully i can hear from her soon, No just because i want my art done but i just want her to be alright and have no problems in her daily life. I care, maybe a little too much but Yes, i care about all of my friends.

12/17/12

Hoping to have a good Christmas as well as i hope that this warehouse hires me for work, i can make a decent amount of money as well as I won't be so frustrated about not having work. One i start to have a steady income, i'lll be working on ether first getting commissions from my favorite artists as well as keeping some promises I made to some very good friends of mine as well as save up some money to slowly work on getting my business goin.Wish me luck people! I really really need it.

12/21/12

I wish i had someone to hang out with, it sucks when you alone and with out that special someone to be with, to love and to hold. If i had a mate, i would do anything for them almost anything. *sighs* Will i ever find that special someone, Internet friends are nice but i would love to have some physical friends as well. Not like i can go anywhere were i live, damn country town with everything so far away.

12/28/12

Gettin close to the new year, still haven't found a job yet but on a happier note, I'm considering on moving with my sister to Nevada, I'll be able to find work there easily and also I'll be able to get a moped of at lest 40ccS and not have to worry about getting a car and my license at list till i'm married and have kids. But i want a casual relation ship first to see if it works out and if it does after a while then get serious but really the occasional kiss and snuggle is good for me. But close friends are always loved and wanted, Love to meet some other furs but maybe when i get out into Nevada, maybe i might met some? I sure do hope so.

2/18/13

I checked out weasyl, it's pretty boss as other say and not that I'm going to leave FA or anything I just have another place I can look around and stuff. Nothing else new with me thought. Hope to find work. It's so frustrating.

2/20/13

My day was boring, Been working on dragon quest IX and I am pretty far and just working on making stuff that i can and also working on vocations/ character classes. I still haven't found a job yet, my sister's dude helping me out which is a bit of a surprise and Hopefully the warehouse that he is working at hires me, if not It's going back to my first plan, working on becoming a occupational therapist. What that is for those who don't know is someone who works on people who have had on the job accidents to car accidents even more to what my knowledge. I want to do it because my mom went through a really bad accident a couple years ago and is still suffering the the after math and still waiting on her court stuff to go on through because she is suing the auto parts place because of the truck that hit her at 65 miles per hour in her jeep. She was on the main stream highway when it happened and i was in culinary school. My mom hopes that stuff had a very solid case and she can get a decent amount of money out of them because of all the crap she had to go through. But really All I'm worried about is my mom getting better and be at full strength. I will keep praying as I always do.

My life on display, My Journal, (check to see if updated.

Lucien Harann Aylen

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