Typically, because I got denied SSI, I’m going to lose my Medicaid come the first of next month, because Indiana is shit and needs to be nuked from the planet. I honestly am getting so sick and tired of it all. I just want it to end. I’m tired of fighting the system, I’m tired of getting screwed over by the politicians who don’t give a fuck about the actual disabled.

Even worse, my psychiatrist ragequit on me after a brief argument with him over whether or not he would fill out paperwork given to him by SSI about my condition (he says he would, I said he didn’t in the past, he said I was lying, I called him out on it, he backpedaled immediately and said he didn’t call me a liar but still insisted he didn’t refuse in the past, etc…), so I’m pretty much fucked on the doctor’s side of things, as well. Fuck my life…