Well, things haven't improved a bit.

By further pissing off a friend, I've hit a brand new low in terms of self-esteem and confidence. I have almost none now.

Even my distractions aren't working out as a potential project to solve a cross-compatibility issue with broadcast equipment is considered too niche.

I'm running out of things to distract me from negative thoughts. Pile on top of that more uncertainty, as the root cause of the latest pissing match was that now I'm out of luck for a room for Rainfurrest at the main hotel.

I'm not trying to win anyone over. It's just things have really taken a turn for the worse and it hasn't recovered.