Realization...

I was helping a local friend shop recently, and she helped me come to a major realization.

A couple years ago, I was doing a lot of stupid stuff based on fear...

I pushed someone out of our home because I was afriad of him... and myself.

Then I filled the house with people who just used me, out of fear of being alone.

Now..
Due to who still has my heart...
Whom I still love and respect...
I am alone.

Out of that respect for him.

I realize I never stopped caring, never stopped loving.
And now...
I'm not afriad.

I will continue to support him..
To be there for him...
No matter what.

I do miss him.