ive slowly stopped drawing because I’m not gaining anything from it and thats a crying shame but I’m just too tired to deal with the let down y’all give me. if im not making money off of my art theres no reason for it, and ive wasted my entire life trying to improve it for nothing
I wish my parents didn't push my to pursue art, instead letting me continue into the sciences. It's too late for me to become the lab researcher I always wanted to be, I'm no longer as smart as I was nor do I have the capacity to do any more book learning.
maybe I'll be able to open an animal rescue at some point, since all I do right now is volunteer work with the spca anyway.
I'll upload stuff I have done atm and try to update when I do draw, but thats how it is. I wont stop completely, because its my only real skill.

this isnt me leaving, this isnt me guilting, this isnt anything but an explanation i suppose. a way for me to accept im not going to be drawing 3 pieces a day like I did a year ago.