In regards to my latest submission

if you really do exist outside of that night terror as a part of my own psyche, or are somehow a separate entity manifested in a different plain of existence

just wanted to let you know that:

A.) I know you had to be harsh with me because it was somehow your job/function (and reality is a cold hard bitch after all)

and

B.) Despite all of the negativity, putdowns and taunts. Plus putting me in a very dark place at a horribly opportune time, I

must thank you for making me who and what i am today