This morning (i.e. just now, since I laid in bed for like two hours before I got up) I started crying because my dad had taken the last cinnamon sugar bagel (of 3) from Panera and I didn't get mine (even though I was the one who requested we get them). I texted him asking where it was and he brought it back from work and said he thought he had seen me eating mine last night so he thought I had gotten mine, but when he left I started crying again because that meant he wasn't really paying attention to me. Then I opened the bag and discovered that there were actually two bagels in there which meant that because he had eaten his last night, I couldn't possibly have eaten mine so he REALLY wasn't paying attention and in addition he stole the bagel that was for my mom too and I started crying even more.
someone talk to me
this is not normal for me
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Kittrel
sends hugs Oh, I hate that feeling when you can't control your emotions and you know it doesn't make sense and that makes it even worse! I seem to cycle. So hopefully though you are at a low right now you'll pop back up out of it soon. But I totally know how you feel and I hope it doesn't linger too much.