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Okay, I'm depressed. by LarkspurDragon

This morning (i.e. just now, since I laid in bed for like two hours before I got up) I started crying because my dad had taken the last cinnamon sugar bagel (of 3) from Panera and I didn't get mine (even though I was the one who requested we get them). I texted him asking where it was and he brought it back from work and said he thought he had seen me eating mine last night so he thought I had gotten mine, but when he left I started crying again because that meant he wasn't really paying attention to me. Then I opened the bag and discovered that there were actually two bagels in there which meant that because he had eaten his last night, I couldn't possibly have eaten mine so he REALLY wasn't paying attention and in addition he stole the bagel that was for my mom too and I started crying even more.

someone talk to me

this is not normal for me

Okay, I'm depressed.

LarkspurDragon

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    sends hugs Oh, I hate that feeling when you can't control your emotions and you know it doesn't make sense and that makes it even worse! I seem to cycle. So hopefully though you are at a low right now you'll pop back up out of it soon. But I totally know how you feel and I hope it doesn't linger too much.

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      Thanks. hugs back
      My mom called the doctor to find out if I need a referral to see a counselor and even the nurse's voice on the phone sounded so nice I started to choke up.

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        Yeah, it is a good thing to get checked out! Glad you're looking for help. Hang in there, I know it is tough to be swamped with overpowering emotions like that!

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    Offers hugs

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    She holds you tightly. Sometimes it can be the smallest things that really get to you when you are at your lowest. She murrs quietly and wraps her wings around you. I am always here for you sweety.