Sadly, didn't get that job. Was seriously hoping for it too. Yes I am sure I didn't get it, the e-mail said they will not be considering me for the position further. Got another denial from k-mart, applied at 3 different mcdonalds, 5 different subways, 2 positions at a home-health-care like position. Kind of desperate for a job.

To make matters more interesting, guy I'm seeing said that our relationship is detrimental to me finding a job. If he was using that correctly (which i doubt), then he said that our relationship is hurting my chances of getting a job. I'm fairly sure he meant if I don't get a job then our relationship will end.

Honestly, at this point i don't care. He's lied to me a few times, he's been distant since he's been housing me and avoids talking about it. he won't take me anywhere with him anymore (to a party, to get food, run errands or nothing). The icing on teh cake... I'm not sure I want to date a guy where his feelings for me is influenced by if I have a job or not.

And I'm still in love with this other guy I was dating up until a couple of months ago, that lives too far away for me to have anything with. Though if i do get kicked out of here as well.. I'll see about getting my must keep stuff together.. getting my car patched a bit.. and driving to where this guy is.. and just sleeping in my car or staying in some shelter if I can find one available..