I feel like I have no originality or creativity. All my ideas have been “done before” and I just go blank.

Even with these TMI Tuesdays, I just don’t know what to ask or say to these people anymore, or if I ever really did.

I feel like I am failing at this community and I don’t know how I can change it or fix it or fix me.
Maybe I am the one that is broken and needs to be fixed.

Some people are just gifted with creativity or good ideas and witty personalities and are just always funny or smart. Or they have better relationships with the people they talk to and I’m an outside stranger so a person will act differently towards me than they will someone they are close with, and that I can understand. I just wish I knew what I could say or do so that I can get to know people better too.

I just don’t want to feel like I’m being crushed under all this pressure that I need to do something worthwhile and significant to earn someone’s time.

I just don’t know what it takes anymore. I think I need a hug.

I’m going to try and do another YCH, and do it better this time, so that maybe someone will want it.