I have no freaking clue. Can't call my own father and wish him a happy fathers day his Dead. Can't call my brother to wish him a happy fathers day his in Jail at the moment, and I know that No one will call me to wish me one ether. Both of mine are no longer here. My whole family dose not believe that they where mine. Friends and other very important people in my life Avoid it like it is a Sickness.

They only one that has wished me a happy fathers day in the last 2-4 years is my own Mate and my pet friend and someone I love dear Kyyro, and sometimes I think they are scared to do it. Like I going to lash out at them for reminding me of whats lost in my life. Well just to let them and every one else know the Day it self is a big reminder to me.

I guess it is just one of those things where people just don't want to try and upset me or make me sad or mad. Which I can understand and be great full for I guess. Guess I will just have to mark it as just yet another day of the year like with so many other days.

Sorry for the ranting just needed to get this off of my chest. Love all you guys

Kogie