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I need a digital sensei... help? by baLOrKIn

At the moment I am preparing for Eurofurence, so more furry con art is on the way.

After finishing that, I will contact each and every commissioner on my list, those who already paid, those who are waiting for art trades and those who are on my waiting list for commissions. I will finish everything on that list after Eurofurence.

Onward from THAT milestone that'll probably keep me busy quite some months, I want to focus entirely on my comic project. This is actually a hard thing to do for me. I get distracted easily ba nice commission requests. I_do_love the inspiration and honor that comes from people suggesting me to pay me for bringing their vision to life. I indulge in this collaborative work between me and the commissioner and it makes me stupidly happy.

So I am not one to usually say: I need more time for personal work, Commissions restrict my freedom.

But, unfortunately, with the dayjob I have, and the medical conditions I suffer from, there is indeed little to no time to art in my life anymore and I have come to terms with the fact that I need to be very strict with myself on when to art, when to take a break, when to work, etc...
So I simply have to get rid of guilt and have to get rid of distractions. I know I will regret this, oh my. :(

I have several spots for commissions still open to support the Naturama Project, please give it a go over here: http://naturama-projekt.org/en/naturama.php

I want to see my comic becoming reality. It's something that I want so deep in my heart, I know I have to do it or burst into pieces. So the only way I will be able to do it is with YOUR help. I am not a weak person but when it comes to art, I am incredibly self-conscious. It's insane. I know I am not the best artist ever, but seriously, I am hating myself for everything, lately. So I am really interested in learning new things, improving and hearing your ideas out. Some of my friends have given me mixed feedback on my sketches and concept art for the comic which set everything back to zero. I scapped the entire idea for it and started over from scratch. Now, I am at least happy with the story I am going to tell - at least I won'T scrap that at all. But it took me a year to recover from the bad feedback and actually come up with what I have now.

I shouldn't be so self-conscious and fragile, but yet, here I am. Kinda struggling to say what I want to say...

I want to draw the comic digitally but I am not great with a tablet. OR didigtal (affordable) programs for that matter. So I need a digital Sensei! I have a lot of great friends who offered help before and I want to work something out with them that might even be entertaining for everybody. We'll see. :) But for now I am still looking for people who would be interested in helping me develop some digital basics in Paint Tool Sai, or other affordable programs that you can recommend.

If you are interested in helping me out, just comment here or shoot me a note.

I need a digital sensei... help?

baLOrKIn

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