hello this is for elias who doesn't....................have a weasyl but who cares i really. need to express some things

hi elias i fricking, love you alright. not romantically, but. with all my being i love you

you've been a great guy since we met, you've always been so open and supportive. you accepted who i was and what i wanted to be and you only asked questions because you wanted to understand, and even if you didn't you still did your best to humor me anyway. you even made it a point to respect me when i wasn't around.

more than a year ago now probably, who knows even, but it's been a while -- you made me promise something to you and that promise has kept me alive through so much

you cared about me then and you care about me now and you always do your best despite how bad of a mood im in

you always wanted to respect me

i'm more grateful to you than i can express oh my god you're. you're like a brother to me but you're so far and i wish so badly i could actually physically hug you

"I am not leaving you" you said and i

i love you so so much i love you i want you to know this why are you so far i love you i hope we can be friends for a long long time please