True Love...

You ever get that feeling that you done fucked up so much that even you wouldn't forgive yourself?
I know I do...

I screwed up with what I believe was the truest love I have ever had in my life, by not understanding him.
By not granting him his wishes and desires.
By not supporting him and tending to his needs.

He wanted someone with me, he wanted to be with both of us.
I couldn't grasp that it was an addition, not a loss.
So I caused a lot of drama and problems.

I was truly happy with him

Now I am with another, who is getting more and more of my love each day.
But I still want to be with "the one"

In that, I feel me moving on so soon was a grave mistake.
I am still attached, and wish to give my love to my one.

It had even left me wondering if it would truly work out with the one I am with now or not,
even considering his openness to being with me and the one.

The good news is, the one I am with also wishes to be with who I call my "one"
But the one is worried him being with us will cause problems.

One thing the one doesn't know:
We are both willing to fight for him, to love and respect him.
To give him exactly what he wanted from me to begin with.
We would both die for him, and we both wait on him (and will wait for him after we pass).

We both want him to come home.

My new mate wants to be with us both, and has admitted that.
He waits to hear it from our one, and to be able to hold our one close.

(The new mate spends nights begging for our one to be here...
Begging to have our ones love, just as we love him...)

So no, him being with us will not cause problems.

All we want to do is love each other, and show true love to our one as well.

Please love, come home to us.
Come be with us.

We love you.

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