This is long and issue-ridden, so be forewarned if you intend on reading

Drama Section

Holy crap, I just want to be able to do things without causing any issues. Like, apparently me being nice means I want to date you??? Or because you're my friend I'm supposed to draw free art for you whenever you ask for it???

Over the last 6 months or so, I've had friends suddenly tell me they had feelings for me and that's fine. Getting pissed at me because I had no intention of pursuing romantic intentions is NOT fine. I don't know if anyone knows this, but I am SEVERELY emotionally damaged. If I have any intention of being in a relationship, it is not before getting to know someone, spending actual time with them, and I WILL make it known if I have those intentions. I've been shot down TONS before and BIG WHOOP, they weren't the right person. I NEVER blame them for it, so why in the blue buzzard does everyone else do it? If I hear the words "not good enough for you" one more time, I will stab myself in the eye with a fork.

As for art, I LIKE drawing things for friends, provided they are within my capabilities. I do it all the time, mostly if I am in a good mood. I do NOT like it when people ask me for something, much less something I have no intention in drawing and then even when I do it, get mad that it isn't what they wanted, or ALTER IT WITHOUT ASKING ME. That's why I've not done requests in ages, and probably won't for some time more. If you like my style, great. If you don't, also great. Just don't ask me to copy someone else's style. EVER.

Oh and on the issue of Runa, I'm tired of people saying I should change her in any way. She IS ME. I made her with 80% my physical attributes and 20% dragon added in, i.e. scales, wings, horns, claws, long neck, legs, and color. If you don't like her, fine. If you do, that's fine also, but just don't be a creeper about it.

To close off, I'm just going to say, I'm glad not EVERYONE is driving me insane, and I do have some peeps I can still talk to. As for the weekend, drawing'll probably happen, and hoping my auction actually gets bids....yeah. Aside from that, Monday needs to happen so I can just hang out with a bud and relax.

Thanks for reading!