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I don't know how much more I can take... by Raja The Tiger
I think I'm close to snapping. My grades are dropping. my friends are leaving. The bullies won't leave me alone. I just don't feel like living anymore...
I don't know how much more I can take...
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Actually, I saw you're art about liking pain cause otherwise you don't feel. I remember being fairly numb at that time too for the same reasons. I'm a wimp when it comes to pain so never hurt myself, but it's natural to be numb when constantly harrassed by "peers". I know counseling is usually a shunned thing, but it's a nuetral way to let out your frustrations if the counselor is a good one. Letting them out with mom's counselor helped me release some steam, you also have to realize for yourself that what they are saying isn't true. Like for me I was basically treated like my very existance was a disgusting abomination, then I really looked at myself one dday and realised I was actually pretty.
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mostly verbal, but sometimes they purposely run into me and say 'oops sorry!' then walk away laughing
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Are the teachers not doing anything about it?
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Not all teachers will tbh, my problems actually BEGAN cause of a teacher. She was openly disliking of me in first grade (when we're all very impressionable) so the other kids thought it was okay to bully me. For YEARS after the teachers just assumed it was all my fault cause they only saw me retaliate to the bullying. No teacher ever actually intervened for me when i went through it.
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My sister had an issue like that. Boys were bullying her and no one would do anything.
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I don't do anything bout it. the teachers just don't see. but if I tell the teacher, that will make them hate me even more
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Hm...
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yeah... the only solution I can find is to ignore them, but then all those negative feelings get bottled into my head, and then it gets to me and I realize everything they say about me is true
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Well today I was trying to get interviews for JV from the freshman on our golf team. I tried two, both were jerks, a TOTAL WASTE of my time, so now I don't know who I'll interview for my yearbook page. I felt like crying so I got out of there fast. Usually if I get upset I tend to leave the scene. Maybe that would help?
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Hey hey. Calm. Everything will be alright.
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I've been there exactly before, what helped me was online friends, tae kwon do (never used but the classes allowed me to let out my frustration, darkness and hate... it was fun, not just the letting out but the classes) and exercising (releases feel good endorphins) after those three the rest started to slowly fall into place. Is it physical bullying or verbal bullying? if just verbal, they left me alone after I started ducking my head and I avoided standing out any at all, if it's physical then you really need to report them to someone who can and WILL do something about it.