And whenever my family see me work, or I show them my projects, they're amazed and tell me how what I'm able to do is great and impressive. Which I obviously appreciate and find it really sweet.

The thing is, I really don't share that opinion, talking mainly about 3D stuff. Not because of modesty or low self-esteem (or maybe, idk), but because I see my friends and they do so much better than I. They know what they're doing, they learn, they get it. I don't know what I'm doing 90% of the time. I have trouble focusing or paying attention so I just improvise and it's usually wrong. It looks okay but then my teachers or friends look at it and it turns out it's not okay.

I don't know. I guess I just need practice, and I just can't be like my friends. I can't learn so quickly. I'm slow and my logic is weird most of the time. I don't want to say that I'm dumb but, it's hard not to believe that when everyone else seems to understand things better than you.