Yeah, sifting through stuff around and about to just move on from said person, obviously I was never much of a friend to them and obviously they were never much of a friend to me, if they want to contact me again then fine, i'll listen but i'm sick and tired of always feeling undervalued by them as a person. yeah yeah, it might be partly why this all happened but honestly if thats how they treat their friends then god knows how they have any left. :/

I'm moving on purely because I don't know what else to do, i've apologised in every way i can imagine except drawing it directly (which would most likely backfire spectacularly). Its very clear that contrary to other people they've forgiven before that they'll never accept any apology from me.
Why?
well, I made a sarcastic comment on one of their images, they commented back basically telling me to take it back, i wasn't aware at the time they were actually taking the comment badly, next thing i know I've been blocked, and they've said "Stop trying to apologise, i'm DONE with you".
HOWEVER i've seen this person take back the same friend over and over and over again after blocking them for one reason or another, only to rewatch and refriend them as if nothing had ever happened, if anything this person gets on better with that friend then ever before, god knows if blocking someone can really bring you closer to them idk. :/

So I don't know whats going on with that person anymore, are they geniunly pissed off at me for a single comment? Did they really get upset or angry at one, single comment? Does that sort of thing even deserve sch treatment?

If that person is reading, you know i'm just writing these journals because I don't know how else to express myself about this. I am upset you thought the only solution to the comment was to get rid of me, rather then telling me on skype you were upset or angry at the comment. I'm confused as to why I still feel so strongly about you, as a friend you meant the world to me, you were (in truth) the first person I became friends with when i first came online.

So i'll move on, I won't become vindictive over this, I won't do anything to destroy your reputation online, or ruin your chances of getting where you are so despirate to go. I know i made a mistake at a very bad time, and yes i've not heeded your requests, but I hope that somewhere along the line you've understood that I never meant you any harm, I would never want any harm to anyone, especially you.
Contact me when you're ready, to say never again, or to talk things through, i don't mind, just remember I need to hear from you about your desicion in order to fully finish things off.

yeah, sorry guys, last little thing off my chest. XP

Slightly brighter side, who wants a pinup? :3
I could do with the practice (due to lack of suitable characters under my ownership)