Hey I know exactly how you feel but I promise things always get better. I'm not going to rehash empty sayings like the only way to go is up from rock bottom etc just. It all gets better. Sometimes it takes a long time. Years, even, longer than we would ever like, always too long.. but it does. It gets better, and when you wake up for the first morning and realize how good you feel, it all becomes worth it. Please be well, take care of yourself, and don't forget that you're awesome

I'm so sorry about everything that is plaguing you man. I really hope things get better for you soon. I know we've never been close or nothing but I'm pulling for you and would gladly help if you needed anything, and I'm sure there's many others who feel the same way.

All these reasons and situations. It´s happening exactly to me too. Hope this will end soon.

Oh no dude I'm so soryy :( As banal as it sounds coming from a stranger on the internet I really hope things work out better in time for you. I can all too well relate to what you're going through and things will get better in time. Stay strong.