Hello everyone and as if today it's new years eve and honestly this rough and had plenty of ups and downs.

I can look forward to getting a new computer, starting an internship both required for my major and will help me for a future job in the future, and that at the end of next year I will be finished with undergrad with no plans on wanting to grad school, granted I find something that I like or somehow earn a scholarship to do so but it's unlikely at this point.

I also want to spend more time working on my skills and maybe try doing anthro art after rage quitting my lack of progress years ago and also spend more time working on my YouTube channel to practice more video editing.

I also want to do more bigger and better things trying out things I thought about doing for a while, along with figuring things out for life as well and making moves.

However this year was hard, there were plenty of moments when I questioned "how this happened" when at the start of the summer my paternal grandfather was in the hospital because of a medical event and things were a bit stressful as my dad who wasn't even retired for a full month from his job. Things were also hard when my maternal grandfather had surgery and I had to take care of his responsibilities and looking out for one of his sisters who lives alone. Thankfully both grandfathers on both sides of the family are doing fine, but it was very stressful for a moment but I made it through.