Not gonna make this journal all fancy or anything, I just want to kind put down what's going on/thoughts and also assure I am OK and am doing better than I even expected to be at the current moment in time:

Firstly, on the lighter end, my extended lack of posting and such until this past week was actually just due to having a little too much of other obligations going on. Nothing bad, just watching a pet for a friend along with the holiday and my routine was jostled so I lost track of if I had posted or not, actually pretty normal for me to have that happen and is just something I'm trying to sort in my own way (☉ヮ⚆)

Secondly, the unfortunate news ties into my living situation - my apartment dropped on me another walk through out of nowhere Tuesday, performed the walk through Thursday while I was working from home and explained to me they are checking the section I live in because the want to go through with renovating it as they were planning, and then later sent me notification they don't want to renew my lease due to the renovations. So essentially they are leaving me high and dry after about 4-5 years of living here and I only have under 60 days to find a new place and pack up (right after I was finally sorting myself out in that time, coincidence but still poor timing (╯︵╰,) ). Because of this, I'm not entirely sure what's going to happen, but I am already looking for a place and starting to pack some things as I can while also having to put my search for a new job on hold (long/short, I also have some troubles with my job and was looking for a better one, but it is a stable one).

I do want to put out there as said at the beginning, I am okay! It does hurt and it did hit me really hard with the stress of my job already to boot, but I think about my time at this place and know that I can find a better one for me from this situation. I wanted to at least make it known because I do still want to keep consistent art postings on my socials, but I may be a little extra away from timely responses or postings just because I need to shift my focus on short notice. Despite everything I'm looking forward to a new, hopefully cozier place, and I'll update here again once I'm moved in and getting cozy in the place I find! I will still be around and will still try to at least reply to comments and or leave comments of my own when I have a chance<3