if someone is in the same state i'm in please fucking send help. my dad just came home i just relapsed and i want him fucking gone. call the cops call anyone to take this man away. Genuinely i am not fucking fine. i'm not okay i'm not cool. i'm being fucking threatened at home. i just wanna lock myself in my room until he leaves. now i'm certainly sure i'm being abused lmao my fucking dad is threatening us now uwu like okay have fun knowing your daughter is now your son you fucking bitch. stupid cunt thinks he can get away with it just because he's the man of the house. so i'm going into the new year trans,dysphoric and an arm full of scars. fuck you dad i'm cutting myself!
btw i finally found a hoodie uwu yes it's a dysphoria hoodie i'm gonna try saving up money so i can buy a binder. and then do something with testoserone and then change my name to keith. i'm not fucking risking death just for a fucking dick
so that's my transtioning plan
btw while i'm relapsing my dad's real name is Willie Eugene Johnson. he's like in his 50s and he's a maintenance man and a abusive dad. he used to beat me with a belt when i was younger with no remorse. he's an alcoholic and a smoker and a piece of shit. SO THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL DYSPHORIC PAPA SOME DAD YOU ARE!! FATHER OF THE YEAR GOES TO HIM A TRANSPHOBIC,ABUSIVE PRICK ^w^
you know what. i will hurt myself. haha. maybe till i bleed. if that's all it takes to please this man.
...i'm just a stupid little boy.
just a stupid little girly boy trying to please people.