okay, this week is dumb.. last year two friends died in this week and now a family member this year.. cool beans

And my real life and internet friends are being dicks, its like people being all coy and avoiding people because of stupid shit they should be saying to people to sort it, like petty annoyances, arguments and grievances and they just cant because they have no backbone.

There was a big upheaval in my real life and online friends and its gotten to a point where I cant be arsed with either of them because they're becoming more of a hassle then enjoyment, I can't be bothered traipsing to see my friends when they'll all have problems with one another or me or someone else and play a game of hide the problem or have then whinge about one another and expect me to take a side..

Now the online friends, I started talking to people who I thought where cool.. they where until we decided we didn't wanna talk anymore and we went our own ways, queue them spamming friends, me and others; stealing art and trying to slander names because they are assmad about something nobody knows about because they're too angsty to come and EXPLAIN it to you..

They where introduced to friends I had, and now one is gone and I couldn't care less because he showed his true colours as he was the spammer; and the other is ignoring me and others and fawning behind the person I cut off and lying through their teeth... its so pathetic how people can't just come and say "you said __ and it upset me" and instead just play on and act pally whilst you sit and assume everythings ok.

I dont like or appreciate that..

Urgh