I'm pretty sure no one expected my last vent post even me but as if now I'm kinda feeling better. But I'm going to slowly be working on myself and get out of this funk.

However one of the things i want to somewhat clarify is that Yes i am single but dating someone is not very high on my list if i happen to date someone it will happen at the most random of times. Lately I have been feeling rather comfortable Just staying single but not advertising it in a desperate way like "I'm single please date me OwO". But just casually saying it like it's no big deal (in which after thinking a bunch) it's not something rather minor in my eyes

I was heavily debating on just stopping posting and focused on myself and my schoolwork but it would only back up the posts afterwards so I kept going. (and before anyone gets worried for me i manage myself very well with my own life and school along with creative stuff like this).

Lastly I want to thank everyone who has gone out of their way to talk to me after my post. I thought like always I was going to feel alone like always with my thoughts even after I spilled them but I wasn't alone and I have people who care about me to talk to them about my problems.

So what's ahead of me now?

Survive this year ,singles awareness day ,and my birthday and keep posting my "magic wolf" fanfic. I'll try not to lose my motivation or bottle up my feelings so much that it messes with me.