welp looks like i am staying home on the 19th

.w. appearently Alia changed her mind of me not coming to her party

i'll get over it though

it probably for the best anyways of not going

oh who i'm fucking kidding

i am already upset not to mention i had to tell dad were staying home

i had one shot of trying to get back in connection it blew up on itself in my face

i think i need to be alone for a bit...