Time to cross-post another big vent. Every day it's like the little good that was left in this world gets more and more corrupted by some form extremism, while communities I thought I knew find new ways to backstab me for making the mistake of believing in them. The good part is that there's less and less groups and people left to do so; There are only a few remaining, even those due to me not learning my lesson and still making a huge mistake: Trying to interact with other people present on this planet, forgetting they're alien life forms who's minds work fundamentally different from mine. Which I do because in my stupidity, I keep thinking I'll find something fun to do or talk about or discover, to break the boredom of this dead life where there's nothing new to do or discover or explore any more. Each day the world gets increasingly radicalized... more and more it becomes dangerous to think or say anything... everything you do can and will cause someone to explode at you; Outrage is everywhere, over every stupid little thing, it never ends no matter where you go and who you interact with. And I'm apparently the only form of life that's fundamentally incapable of understanding it and willing to partake in it with the 99%.

Two days ago someone linked me to a debate on a site called furrylife.online, which was disturbing despite me not even hearing about it till then. The place was abruptly set on fire after someone started a pool demanding a ban on feral porn art, under the excuse that it causes people to rape animals making the drawings "universally immoral". I only peaked through the discussion briefly but it was like watching a crazed cult during a brainwashing ceremony; There were arguments about whether Pokemon porn is supposed to count as immorality or dragon sex is "bestiality". Not gonna bother linking to it at this stage since the pool is over anyway and there's no need to make people throw up for no reason.

One day passes since I see that crap; Yesterday I decide to post a thread on a given forum to ask a harmless question I was legitimately curious about, regarding something related to trans people. The discussion I wanted to have never has the chance to occur, as in a few hours the thread is bombarded with outrage replies instead. The reason? From what I understand I committed the crime of using a word that some people in the trans community finds derogatory, despite it normally being used to describe a gender to my knowledge. One... fucking... word. Won't dive further into it since god only knows what fuckery I'll trigger next especially after I've already upset the admin of a site I care for.

If avoiding outrage specific to one community may be occasionally possible, universal outrage remains unavoidable thanks to COVID-19. For the past months I've been on the border of conflict with 95% of people I know, all because some smartass invented a piece of cloth strapped to the ears with a string which crazy folk are demanding everyone wears over their face. I can no longer use public transit, have to cover my face with weird alternatives when entering stores, and some are now talking of forcing their crazy surgeon masks on people going outdoor too. Once more the same fundamental mechanism: Fanatics finding random things to be scared of or outraged by, then demanding everyone agrees with them and changes how they live their life... if you don't you're either evil or not following their precious science and logic.

Please let us not forget the biggest controversy I've faced for years now, once more because I'm evil for refusing to follow the flawed logic of the mainstream: The "OMG you support child molesters" shitshow! Due to the fact that I believe older children and teenagers should have some sexual rights, which at very least includes the right to browse the fucking free internet like every person on this planet without being discriminated for your age everywhere, I apparently support people who rape children or putting kids in danger. Never mind that thousands of times I clearly stated how I do not and that I obviously agree rape is evil (when it's indeed actually rape); I'm crazy for not seeing yet another ridiculous invisible danger detected by the wise people, which is definitely real guys trust us, and I'm super evil for using common sense and not falling on my knees in agreeance when the wise man who knows it all says so.

The list goes on but I'm done at this point. I'm just going to ask a blunt question: HOW the heck do you people live like this? WHAT is the appeal of doing those things? WHY do you care about stupid thing that don't affect you? Is living in constant outrage at every little inconvenience and / or fear of an imaginary danger actually pleasant? Am I literally the only one who doesn't give a shit about anything unless it's truly, clearly, undeniably harming someone in a real measurable manner? Why this pointless and illogical complexity, why is everyone so weird, why any of this crap... it makes no darn sense!

The moralists already caused me to be done with the furry community... not as in leaving it which I'm not, but no longer seeing myself part of it as a whole. After yesterday's experience I'm also going to distance more from the transgender community... I still support trans folks when it comes to realistic issues of course, but am done appeasing the irrational outrage that's taken it over as well. The anti-racism crew is also busy punching statues and yelling at an American flag from 300 years ago. I'm sure if I interacted more with the otherkin community it too would make it on the list, so I'm preemptively going to assume I have little in common with that as well despite who I am. Come on now, don't be shy: Who else is left that didn't fuck me over yet? Do please point me to the next group that hasn't driven me out for refusing to share its pointless reactions toward everything, I'm definitely up for the challenge!

Human morality is cancer. Morality is worse and far more dangerous than psychopathy. Morality is my greatest enemy: Until I leave this world I'll fight to destroy it worldwide. And I swear on my life I'll never be what you call a "responsible adult" or let your foolish "responsibilities" poison me! Everything in this world was great when nobody cared about anything, everyone was happy... then the world turned into a nightmare when that changed over the past decade, people were poisoned with complex thinking and broken thoughts that have no place in life as I know it. Once human morality is dead and all fear and outrage and stupidity is over, a truly livable world will be possible to build on top of the ashes: One where no one will have to be afraid to speak, one without negative judgment, no obligations or crazy expectations being placed on you by weird people, also one where people won't have to work nor ever feel obligated toward anyone unless they choose to. Mark my words humanity: I'll end this hell even if I have to bury the world's entire population and culture! You may now proceed to screaming about how childish and irresponsible and selfish I am (a shame I don't have a job to be fired from too).