So I realize it has been over a year since my last journal and thus update on things that have been happening, some ups, and of course some downs.

I took some online friend's advice (whom I can't recall anymore who it was sadly) and started to stream on Twitch around April of 2019. They initially suggested it because they noticed I enjoy gaming and tend to ramble to myself sometimes about things either in-game or other things. I honestly started doing so initially with apprehension, wondering if anyone would even watch me play a game basically, but then in September, I made it to affiliate which shocked me to the core that I literally began to cry while streaming, baffled that it happened at all. Since then I commissioned someone for some emotes that are currently in the review process, and waiting on some sub-badges.

In early October I got a job, as a cashier in a local grocery store. This was something repetitive enough that I could do without having to remember too much due to my memory issues as I mentioned in the past journal, however, I get this sinking feeling that they are trying to get more people trained for other things and I expressed no interest in it because I doubt I'll be able to remember much the more complicated it gets. It's bad enough that I have to keep constant notes just to remember what had happened and what I've said, so thankfully journals like this help in some way with keeping track of things (and why I need to write more).

Sadly however my tax refund was intercepted due to a student loan that was taken out fraudulently in my name. I called earlier today in an attempt to fix this issue, however, my search showed that the earliest I'd see the money (if remedied) would be four months from now. So the extra money I was hoping won't be coming any time soon, if at all. I don't have high hopes when it comes to things like this as I have been screwed over before.

Well, that's all that I can actually recall right now that is anything worth mentioning, but knowing me there is something I forgot, nothing I can do about that though as I forgot to write it down, so until next time.