Hello everyone! its been a hot minute, I thought I would update everyone as to where my
health has been since my last update. And well here is the TLDR Its not good its pretty pretty bad don't ignore issues for to long cause things will always catch up to you.

Long explanation is this, for the past 4-ish weeks I have been dealing with chronic back pain, so severe that walking is nearly impossible and sitting for long periods of time is extremely painful. I have been doing some Physiotherapy on my back and spine and they can't diagnose me for anything 'normal' as every segment in my spine is sending off flares of pain and my entire back in terms of muscle is either hard and non flexing or contains knots as big as tennis balls, the first appointment I had I was told 'boy no wonder your in pain your back is like beef jerky' the legitimate words I was told which is fine I wasn't offended by it I always say laughter is the best medicine. So far there has been little progress towards actual relief in my pain and if this continues I will need a MRI scan on my spine. And with how I have been going over the last month I am starting to think I might need a cane to work and worst come to worst will be put into a wheelchair. Which absolutely sucks. My legs are fine I can walk without issues its just my back can't support itself and after a long period of standing it basically crumbles under itself. This has very. very heavily effected my mental health so improvement in that field is definitely not progressing. And this well effects everything it effects my job, my ability to study, my life, my artwork, its basically crumbled my entire life. So this Christmas isn't a very happy one nor will my birthday be for that matter.
I'm not old nor am I young but chronic back pain was not something I was expecting to happen until I was at lest 30. I have always had back problems, its always been an issue, and to be fair I had tired to get some help with it I just never measured up to the medical standards of 'emergency' but I guess both that and ignoring it for so long its finally caught up and bitten me quite hard.

I can't estimate when I can finish commissions I know that I certainly will not be able to take any more on, it will just be to stressful. To my wonderful commissioners thank you all for being so patient and understanding with me it really does mean a lot.


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thank you again everyone for watching faving and commenting your support and encouragement is what keeps me going.