I feel like I finally won for my life to be better in return. I know I have been mentally struggling so much for almost five years in the furry fandom, and the social media in general. late 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, and 2019 was all my lowest points in my life. But they were also highest points I was able to improve well. I have been realizing many times over this year that I will be spending less and less time with social media. Ultimately making me becoming less furry, and becoming more human. Feel so strange on becoming what I should have been when I was in my early teenager years. Age 12 was where I did start to fail at life due to poor lifestyle choices (poor eating was the worse on mental health). But, now no more. I will be spending more time with the real life, and among people I live with, I work with, I deal with at any places over the years. I will spend more time drawing art, reading books, and making better life choices from on now. I'm now 27, and I feel more human than before. i will still be here, but will be less active here and can't force myself to stay here all the time. I do check my PMs. My life on telegram was strange, and four years does feels like more than 15 years. It really does feels that long.