End of June...

So yes, I will be cleaning up my buddy lists on the 30th.

So if you would like to stay on my lists, message me on the 30th.

Also, this is the last week to vote on the TNSC Art Contst at http://tnsc.thrill.to

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Now a personal update...

Yes, I am still working and trying to rebuild my relationship with Mixy.

I know I have done a lot wrong, and have been working on real changes to myself.

I just really wish he can see that I really do love and care about him, and do hope that I may have the honor of being his once more...

Also, I have begun getting more into my old hobby of nature photography....

But I will only post those pics to TNSC.

I have written a lot of poetry to express how hurt I have been from this whole situation...

The last one will be posted soon as well.

I do want to make it clear:

I know I screwed up, and for that I am sorry.

I let my jealousy get the best of me, and let it upset me - over things that I had agreed upon being ok.

In that light, I had gone back on my own word - and presented dishonor to myself.

It was extremely stupid, childish, and selfish of me.

I also know that I normally am not like that.

I tend to be rather easy going and laid back.

So it was also very unlike me to allow such negativity take over.

And because of that, I have caused myself an immense amount of pain, sorrow, and lonliness.

And while I would like to have Mixy forgive me for my actions, I must also apologize to everyone else it affected - which included a number of my friends as well.