Hello everyone,

My latest monthly journal which was posted now 3 to 4 months ago, ended like this:

"My future is unsure, but I do my best to keep my good spirit and stay positive. Because that's my philosophy."

Well... there are news... I had plans. Plans to finally find a correct and decent jobs. Plans to live correctly... And I FAILED! Everything. Miserably.

Particularly ONE plan! The biggest one.
Not even because I JUST failed! But only because others were better than me.
And... NO! Even that is not precise enough! It's not that they were better than me. It's just that they were better to INTRODUCE themselves!

There was just before the introduction a practical test. And on this test, I heard from someone reliable that I was probably in the top 3 of all the persons who were taking the test. TOP. THREE!!!

But no... Who cares I am very good and ready for an intensive course? Well, apparently, nobody.
And believe me. If you have thought that failing is really a horrible feeling, well, I can tell you that succeeding and then learning you're not selected is far FAR worse! Especially when you play your whole life in it.

So... from this, you can understand I felt REALLY bad! There was no "keep my good spirit and stay positive" in that situation. I couldn't. Hence the 3 months lacking between the previous monthly update and this one.

So, in the end, what's up? What do I intend to do? Keeping feeling down forever?

Of course not.

After 3 months, I started forgetting about all of this very bad and unpleasant experience. I'm back to business. And I have started preparing some other plans... and some other projects.

Right now, I'm working of several references for new characters. Characters who are intended to be in my comic project.

Once again, I'm progressing slowly, but I'm progressing. Please, stay patient... even if I have the feeling not a lot of my watchers are watching this journal. Heh! Heh! ^^
(I can't blame you, I don't read a lot of journals or news neither... But it is important for me to keep posting news. To stop feeling bad and inactive.)

As for commissions, they're still open... but I probably will focus on my drawings mostly until I'm in 2 weeks vacations for Christmas and the new year.

Have a nice day everyone! =)