That’s it. I’m giving up. I don’t have the hardware in time to stay relevant to this community with the info I have, I don’t have any good people left to press on, My life is a wreck, and I can’t continue to provide useful information.
It was a good run, but I don’t see my situation getting any better.
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So take a break, regroup, and take some time to just focus on you for a bit. Stop worrying about "being relevant" to fickle people. Stop worrying about trying to "prove yourself" in a venue in which you don't have anything to prove to anyone. This fandom/community is about having fun and letting go of stress and tension. If you're not finding you are able to do so, perhaps it's time to consider a different approach.