From May 29, 2018

Been awake 31 hours. Drove friends to the airport over the border. Worked a semi-long day, went to another friend's and watched a movie. Come home to see the front door is slightly ajar and one of my cats is missing. Can't find her anywhere.

Cats are generally independent and don't need us, yet I am still stressing the hell out. Its humid, she has a thick coat, there's ticks and coyotes in my area and she doesn't have her collar on.

I am so pissed off someone didnt properlly close the door and nervous for my cat, terrified I'll never see her again, and I'm so freaking tired!

Exhausted emotions are a dangerous cocktail.
And I work everyday this week.

I've left out food and water, stress ate a whole box of instant mashed potatoes and set my alarm to go off every hour so I can check windows and ourside.

Im so tired x/ ill keep you updated.