Title say enough?

....no?

well~

On January 2nd, I sent in my application for a job which i'd previously covered, hoping to take it up full time.

.... pass on several months (until about april 2nd) when i FINALLY get a 'final' reply regarding the job. (i'd had my interview around february).

As it turns out...

the job never existed in the first place...

seriously!

.... i am being so friggen serious right now!

THEY ONLY REALISED A DAY OR TWO AGO THAT THE JOB NEVER EXISTED IN THE FIRST PLACE!

... i... i've literally wasted the first 4 months of this year waiting for a job that never existed....

i.... i honestly don't know how to process that properly..... ;w;