December was an unreasonably hot month with temperatures managing to reach 70 Fahrenheit in New Jersey. We had no snow... and it was horrible. Oddly, this January, we got snow on the December 31 AND January 1, only for it to be gone and melted away already. Two days with enough snow to be considered a snowstorm, with 2 feet of snow! Two cold days, followed with today in the upper 50's, and its like it never snowed at all. Trump is saying he wishes our area would benefit from Global Warming because it is so cold to him. What the hell is cold about this Winter?, and why the hell would we want more global warming?!?!, we already had a summer when it turned over 140 degrees Fahrenheit!, coupled with intense rain storms! My area sucks to live in, and its only getting worse and worse! My stepfather isn't making things any better. At first I thought my suicide follow through was going to be enough for him to realize he treats me bad and needs to care about me... but already he has gone back to his controlling abusive ways... its as if everything he said at the hospital to me to convince me he cared about me and he would stop treated me poorly was a lie, and that he never had any intention to show me love or even pity... my mother is doing her best to keep me happy and content, along with my sister, but that alone can't help much... especially when we have a member of the KuKluxKlan living in my neighborhood and doing his best to keep me scared of leaving my property with threats to me and my siblings. I hope January gets better... but with it turning Day 3 soon in under 3 hours, and with Day 1 and 2 already being horrible... I don't know what to think. I had a horrible enough year 2017 with constant bullying on furry websites that I went to perform suicide in December... I'd rather not have 2018 be a repeat of 2017... I'm still hopeful somehow this could be a good year... even if staff on multiple furry websites continue to do nothing to stop the harassment, slander, and death threats I endure.