I'm a bi-sexual male that dreams about being a dragon, is obsessed with werewolves, and has had the following creatures as a fursona: wolf, panther, squid, and jackal, in that order.
I love nature, magic, mythology, and games. Exploration and learning is always a plus when it comes to these things. Science is something that is too complex for me to understand with some things, but it is an enigma for me, and thus magical and wonderful.
I loathe destruction and killing and can be obsessive about justice and morality.
I'm considered Pan&Demi-romantic and Pansexual.
I also play many computer MMORPGs like Everquest2 and DDO, Neverwinter, and Rusty Hearts. I play Blizzard games too, like Diablo series and StarCraft series which I've played since I was a kid, and recently on year 2017 I'm trying WoW. I also play alot on Steam and with Nintendo. No longer doing XboxLive. Send me a note about playing games with me, I'll add you. Also... I play Animal Crossing, Harvest Moon and Pokemon a lot. Ask for me friend codes for said games.
It's been a long time since I did an update. I've been suffering from a pretty intense depression. It might be because of CVR... the lack of their ability to properly help me... my Anxiety acting up... but I've been an emotional wreck and am psychologically not doing too well. I've been trying my best to hide it and appear happy, but everyone notices I'm not happy, even when I make a smile... since it doesn't last, and its kind of... forced.
I haven't been given long complex comments, that are kind and supportive, or anything. I have devolved back into using emotes mostly. Usually sad faces, happy faces, hearts, etc. Wish I could add a few words more often, but its hard for me to use words right now.
I wish going to college could solve things. I wish this meant a new phase in my life, a new start, leaving the bad behind. But the bad follows me, and I can't avoid it. The best I can do is survive it.
If people worry about this, don't be, I'm alive, that matters. Be happy for that. Not killing myself anytime soon.
Joined 11 June 2017