By the time you are reading this it is January the 1st 2018.

2017 just ended not too long ago , and i kinda wanted to explain a few things that happened throughout it. It was one of those transition years where i knew how to do things , and had more life experience from the last year (after i learned from my mistakes) . To me this year was very uneventful , but had a lot of good things that happened vs bad things that happened.

I got to say a few things , I have zero self confidence , i guess i would have some sort of ptsd (not sure). More than likely I’m that one person who keeps the other side of them selfs a secret , or has a rather dark secret. But in the end i try my best , i am nowhere near perfect and i honest by that.

Yes at times i have questioned myself and i end up going into this very broken state of mind (which explains some of my more concerning posts ) Because when i am in that state i don’t think properly and give into that like the room can be dark and have a light , i would not see the light.

But in the end despite all of this , I’m still here and i guess you guys have been here from the beginning or a new person who just started following me. Well to that i say thank you , i would really not say anything else but that tbh.

Plans set in stone for 2018
I will try to be more active , be in more groups chats and other streams and try to break out of my introverted shell.
From Ask me “Share more stories and text posts , music tracks , pictures of yourself no reblogs.
Post more original content , about me , and let us your followers get to know you better.” will be set in stone for my Tumblr blog(s).
(i also want to take better care of myself this year)

Also for selfish or not reasons (and i have always done this) My Birthday is coming up somewhat soon on April 2nd , i honestly don’t know why i kinda put that out there again (even though with the amount of times i have said it people should know by now).

It’s inevitable it’s going to suck for personal reasons , and if you want to you could send me art or any sort of gift on that day no pressure, because i already know I’m not going to get anything even though I’m about to turn 20.

Eh shrugs

For posting - don’t count on a regular posting schedule I’ll post things when i feel like it or repost something on another site because I’m lazy. But expect something from me eventually and if i have not posted or put out anything in a month without me saying if i was going to be taking a break or not , something is wrong and send help like I’m being legit.
By the time this should go i up i have made a small end of the year video that should have a link here : https://vanga-bond-hds.tumblr.com/post/169176626054/vanga-bond-hds-2-small-end-of-the-year-video

Anyways cya around.