Well, considering my followed through suicide attempt was from a mix of circumstances, I'm now seeking to escape a few of them.
In regards of the circumstances I'm dealing with IRL, they are tied to an unkind, uncaring stepfather, and he and my mother are controlling, and quite, abusive.
While this is just the root of a fraction of the issues that caused my suicide, they are a factor, and certainly, without them, I'd be less depressed, less stressed out, and dealing with less anxiety.
I need to move out, but that isn't possible as my deviant manipulative mother and step-father have done everything they can to ensure I can not. They strip me of my money for each month, leaving me only scraps to survive off of, and they constantly belittle me and destroy both my confidence and my hopes, and refuse to provide any aid in me ever having hope of a job, or even acquire a driver's license. I cannot walk to a job, and there is no bus service or taxis in Bayville, only a train that would take over an hour to walk to... that leaves specifically to far off places...
I've been stuck thinking, if someone were to take me in, I could seek out a job, whether a fast food worker or a man stacking products on shelves, I'd take ANY job, just to pay that person for taking me in, and doing everything I can to help out and support my savior.
Problem is, not many furries exist in my area, and there are 0 in my town. Still, if there is anyone who would drive into New Jersey, Ocean County, Bayville/Beachwood, and pick me up and take me away from my nightmare parents, I'd appreciate it.
I'd still deal with any stress or abuse online in the furry fandom at various websites, and my damaged liver, my other health problems, but I'd at least be able to get away from a horrible home situation.
Anyone here at Weasyl who helps would also have my thanks, just spreading the word would be appreciated by me.