Their response to what I can't help myself to be right now? We won't tolerate this so we're ignoring you. I literally only have 1 fur friend left. Prospects for the next year aren't even rosy. Still no cons for all of 2018 cause I need to save up for a Panasonic GH5 to stay current. I don't even have a edit laptop so I need to save up for that too.
This means for sure no cons or social meets in 2018. I really have wronged too many people to be redeemed.
That does suck. It's never easy having someone you care about cease to be a part of your life. But you're still here. You still have friends who are sticking with you. It's a small comfort, I know, but it's still something ,right?
Just lost 2 friends that were "supporting me" cause they couldn't tolerate my burden. Saddest Xmas ever.
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Hang in there, bud. Things will get better. Just gotta keep plugging away and doing the best you can. And that's really all anyone can or should ask of you. To do your best.