I've lost 10+ friends over the past year. They all want me to seek professional help but that's being suppressed behind bureaucracy and waitlists. WorkBC told me straight up due to my severe depression and unchecked mental state, they say I am not fit to be employed at the moment.

Meanwhile, I still suffer abuse from my Dad, with both my parents refusing to believe Western philosophy behind medicine regarding new things like mental illness. They keep saying I'm acting, that it's just laziness and mental illness is a myth.

I wish I could attend Howloween, but I can't, not with the stupid bureaucracy and waitlists preventing me from getting real help and the demand of all my former friends that they won't see me as a human being until I am fixed from depression and the nitpicks that autism brings to those that easily get annoyed.