In what could have been the worst nightmare imaginable, I was admitted TWICE this weekend to hospital and only just got discharged the second time on Sunday.

I am in excruciating mental pain. Now VancouFur 2017 is over and I now have to deal with the pain of others' photos and experiences of fun equating to even more mental pain for me.

The world is cruel. Kindness, empathy, and understanding are but myths to me cause everyone sees me as full of BS.