why do I even bother with art anymore... half the time its just a little fucking headshot doodle of a warm up and then i'm all 'okay i drew something i'm done.' and then i go back to staring at what ever website catches my interest.
I miss the days where I knew at least once a week i'd be able to hang out with fellow like minded people and my art production was actually up. I didn't care about quality and shit like that because I thought my own art was decent for what it was.
right now i'm working on a commission that has been fighting me since OCTOBER. true a lot of the fight was because I had to reconstruct the entire damned thing due to a massive memory leak where i lost the majority of my art files along with music and important documents. and its a subject the commissioner KNOWS I am not able to draw well at all, yet I'm trying because fuck first commission since that screwed up reference I did two years ago, and can't fix it cause that file was also lost.
uugh whyyyy
i'm venting it helps me feel a little better.
You're very welcome! :)
I understand. I have only drawn one new thing in..............months. I have a lot of linearts (46.......counted them yesterday) that need to be colored, so if I work on those I'll have things to post. But it feels so weird to not be able to be "motivated" to draw NEW things. I used to be able to do at least one thing a week. sigh
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I hope you'll keep drawing. Even if it's not a ton and you don't post much......your art is really good and you should keep at it. :)