I hate money problems. I can barely scrape up enough for my own bills.

I need like 200+ a month. So I don't have that much I need to pay for. But scraping together that 200 is just such a roller-coaster of stress and downwards spiraling, borderline depressive state.

I really hope that my Patreon page will help out, but it'd be great if it did a bit quicker and not 2 months from now.
Commissions are also always nice, but doing $20 commissions means i'd need to make at least 10 of those the minimum to keep myself afloat. And right now I have like 1 for $20, and two for 15. It's something, but not quite enough ( especially since the latter is so so about paying ).

Being stressed just makes me want to sleep and not wake up to meet the next day at all.
Please someone fund my suffering, or just end me.